Awake is the new sleep!

Hey Guys,
I'm not sleeping all that much these days. I know it's from stress.
Before all that stuff with my husband happened, I could almost sleep for a week. LOL
I go to bed about 9pm so tired, asleep by 9.30pm awake at 2.30ish am, then im up for the day. I find when this happens I get in to a non sleep pattern. This is when I get really emotional and make silly mistakes.
Any ideas of how to change this?? I do have sleeping tabs that I took after I found out about Pete's affair. As I only slept about 2 hours every second night for the first week until I went to the docs for the tabs. I really don't want to take them if I don't have too.
I'm still doing interviews, so far I have 3 really great guys who will be fantastic for our company. I can honestly say I have never met so many bullshitting dickheads in my life. I had one guy rock up to the interview, not having washed his hair for a week or more, riding a pushbike from the tip. He told me he was a non drinker but had a licence but no car as it is easier to get around on the bike then he wont get caught for drink driving!!! For Fucks Sake!!!
I have just found out that the office manager has sold all of our office furniture when he moved offices,(I cant remember being told about this.) So basically I have to fit out a full office when I move it here in Dec. He said all he has is a fileing cabinet and the computer??? Then how does the office run? Does he sit on the floor?? I'm telling you there will be hell to pay when I get over to Tassie and see what is really going on.
Note to self: Stop trusting so many people!!
Peter is so pissed off. We gave this guy 25 grand 3yrs ago to help build his new home inlew for a rented office at his home. It was a gentlemans handshake. Im not sure what we will do about the money owing. Time will tell. I need to get the office here then deal with all that.
My weight is still doing ok. I hover between 58 - 59kgs. I was down to 57kgs but it has crept back on. People have asked how I have kept it off with everything going on in my life. The answer is walking. Remember Im walking Wilma as I wont get my licence back until Nov 28! I walk 6kms just to check the mail. I try to eat really well with only a smallish treat every day. Sometimes I think the more you look in to all of the weightloss stuff the harder you making it for yourself, but that is another post.
A big congrats to Bo and Mrs Bo, they are expecting their first bub!! Yay! Better you than me!
Talking about Bubba's I think my Blue healer Minni has a belly full of legs..LOL The dad would be our other Blue dog Sam, So they will be pedagree pups. If im right she will be due in about a month or so.
Hope all is well with everyone, Im still reading all the blogs but as always not saying much.
Love to you Em! (((hugs)))
XXX