For Kitty and Gypsy.

These are for Kitty and Gypsy. Print these out and stick them on your scales.

BTW: I did steal these off the net, they arent my work.. Ohh I is bad!

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Drugs are bad MMKayy..

Well not these sleeping ones. I slept so well last night. I feel fantastic, and no hangover. No swearing today, cause im not cranky. My kids are thrilled!!

Tennis this morning. My team is in the running for the wooden spoon this comp. Every season they change around the teams. Last comp I won the grand final.. LOL.

Ths Sun is shining and its going to be about 33deg. God I love summer. Bring it on.

Have a great day everyone!

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Doctor Shopping.

Nah not really Dr Shopping. I think my usual Doc was sick of my whining and had a day off cause she knew I was coming in.. LOL. Nah not really, she is on holidays.
Life will be looking up soon, I have drugs, yep yummo sleeping ones. Mr Doc says cause of all the stress I have got myself in a bad sleeping pattern (yeah I knew that one and he still charged me $55)and the tablets will help me fix it.
Thank fuck for modern medicine huh?

PSSSSS Any one wanna buy some?? Joke Joice!
I'm so bloody tired that my jokes aren't even funny...sigh.

I had lunch with a lovely girlfriend today and her new saying is C U Next Tuesday...Fuck I laughed.

So to all who are pissing me off right now.. I shall C U Next Tuesday!!

Ohh Bo, you are such a delight, must be all that bubba making that has been going on..Grin.

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The no sleep rollercoaster

I can't sleep AGAIN!!!!
and it's giving me the shits bigtime!!
Sigh.

Truth

I had a comment from someone I don't know but quite happy to know. Anyway I was reading Miss Storms blog and there was some talk about telling the truth in blogworld.
Well im here to tell all 2 readers of this blog that I have not lied once on this blog. I have no reason to lie. I have met a few from the blogworld and they would know if I have lied.
Some truths about me:
I'm 39.
2 kids who sometimes I could bury in the orchard!! but I love with all my heart
Yeah I have an orange orchard
Live in rural/regional NSW Where doesn't matter much.
Im a size 8.
Have lost 55kgs.
Weigh today 59.8kgs
I use to be a happygolucky kinda girl but since my husbands affair im a cranky old cunt, who wont take shit anymore.
My kids say I frown alot now.
I use to be blonde but as im a cranky cunt now, I have changed to short dark hair.
Im so fucking sick of people riding on my coat tails.
We own and run a roads work company and Im so sick of dealing with fuckwads, im ready to scream
BUT, im a nice person deep down and yeah im full of myself! LOL

There are heaps more truths about me but I can't be bothered saying anymore.

Ohh and I get my licence back in 5 weeks, but who's counting!!

And thanks for reading Jen, even if it was to laugh at me.

Happy Kitty?, another boring post to read!

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The Noll Burger

Quick post.
Last night I went to see Shannon Noll. Yes laugh as much as you like. Long story of how I came to get a ticket, but the fact is I went even when I wasnt really a fan.
Guess what? Im now a fan. He was a fair dinkum Aussie, a really nice guy who I would bonk anytime.
End of Post.
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Awake is the new sleep!

Hey Guys,
I'm not sleeping all that much these days. I know it's from stress.
Before all that stuff with my husband happened, I could almost sleep for a week. LOL
I go to bed about 9pm so tired, asleep by 9.30pm awake at 2.30ish am, then im up for the day. I find when this happens I get in to a non sleep pattern. This is when I get really emotional and make silly mistakes.
Any ideas of how to change this?? I do have sleeping tabs that I took after I found out about Pete's affair. As I only slept about 2 hours every second night for the first week until I went to the docs for the tabs. I really don't want to take them if I don't have too.
I'm still doing interviews, so far I have 3 really great guys who will be fantastic for our company. I can honestly say I have never met so many bullshitting dickheads in my life. I had one guy rock up to the interview, not having washed his hair for a week or more, riding a pushbike from the tip. He told me he was a non drinker but had a licence but no car as it is easier to get around on the bike then he wont get caught for drink driving!!! For Fucks Sake!!!
I have just found out that the office manager has sold all of our office furniture when he moved offices,(I cant remember being told about this.) So basically I have to fit out a full office when I move it here in Dec. He said all he has is a fileing cabinet and the computer??? Then how does the office run? Does he sit on the floor?? I'm telling you there will be hell to pay when I get over to Tassie and see what is really going on.
Note to self: Stop trusting so many people!!
Peter is so pissed off. We gave this guy 25 grand 3yrs ago to help build his new home inlew for a rented office at his home. It was a gentlemans handshake. Im not sure what we will do about the money owing. Time will tell. I need to get the office here then deal with all that.
My weight is still doing ok. I hover between 58 - 59kgs. I was down to 57kgs but it has crept back on. People have asked how I have kept it off with everything going on in my life. The answer is walking. Remember Im walking Wilma as I wont get my licence back until Nov 28! I walk 6kms just to check the mail. I try to eat really well with only a smallish treat every day. Sometimes I think the more you look in to all of the weightloss stuff the harder you making it for yourself, but that is another post.
A big congrats to Bo and Mrs Bo, they are expecting their first bub!! Yay! Better you than me!
Talking about Bubba's I think my Blue healer Minni has a belly full of legs..LOL The dad would be our other Blue dog Sam, So they will be pedagree pups. If im right she will be due in about a month or so.
Hope all is well with everyone, Im still reading all the blogs but as always not saying much.
Love to you Em! (((hugs)))
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Job Hunters

Thanks for the lovely comments I received for my last post!
As our company has won a large contract for the next 12 months, we need to hire some staff members. OMG! I wonder if people can read, or do they just want to say they rang so they can get the dole for another month. The advert clearly said, Must have drivers licence. I kid you not I have had about 10 people call and say, well Ive lost my licence and I will get it back in 6 months, or I have my L's will that do. No it won't do. We need someone who can drive a company vehicle. I'm sure i will get cancer of the brain as I have spend countless hours on the phone sussing people out.
I have a few who will be good I think. Interviews start tomorrow.
Life is going along good, well what else can go wrong? LOL
I'm planning a few trips to Tassie to finalise our office change over to NSW. We use to live in Tassie for 11yrs before we moved to NSW 3yrs ago, hence the office manager still in Tassie. (Until Dec) Its such a pain in the arse but exciting all the same. I will have to get my brain out of mush mode and in the real world. My job is the basic accounting etc but it is also implementing our quality assurance system for all our jobs. This is where the brain power will come in to play. I know I can it cause I'm a strong woman and can do anything I put my mind too. (lots of self talk is happening here..LOL)
The sun is shining and the whole family is fit and well. Cant ask for more than that.
Boy its good to be back!
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Back from the Brink

Hey All,
I know you missed me!
Thanks for everyones emails checking up on me. I'm doing fine thanks.
So many things have happened in my life since my last post. I will just list them in point form.
- Husbands affair
(I now have a new husband, He has changed so much, time will tell if this lasts)
- Found out daughter (now 15) has been smoking drugs, drinking, smoking, having sex.
- Daughter had a party when we were out and our house got trashed
- House broken in to and stuff stolen.
- Son (now 12) had his front teeth knocked out at school.
- My Dad died.
- Got a phone call from my twin cousins (on my dad's side) that have been looking for my brother and I for about 20yrs
- Our business manager is leaving at Xmas, so now I'm the new manager and I have to work full time :( Fucking sucks, but at least im the boss and can work my own hours and I get a pay rise.
- Haven't been to the gym fro 4 months and my fitness has left the building.
- Weight is still good, im 59kgs.

Now don't you all wish you had my life!!!!!

I now know that im one fucking strong woman! It's amazing the inner strenght you have when you really need it.

I will post more later

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